4 things I would go back and change

Regret is too big of a word I thought I would never use in my life. Because I believe that what ever happens is only for our good and at a later point of life we would realize and be grateful for it. But today a thought struck me after picking up my snaps (alliance wale ) from the studio. I don't understand whats the funda behind this stupid professional I mean  the "studio photographs" typical standing like a stone, as if we live in some 1960's. I bet they would have had a better way to find alliance.I  hate or should I say detest even the thought of it.. But after the endless arguments with my dad and emotional blackmail.I gave up. Phew!! I thought arrange marriages were not that bad.. But after going through all this so called nautanki (drama) I regret to choose arranged marriage... Phew !!

 If only God gives me a chance to go back and change few things, to be precise 4 things in my life I think I would not be facing this day and this drama....

First and foremost I would like to go back to my childhood , like when I was 2 , and would tell my  grand mother to slap me tight and make me eat everything which includes greens and other healthy stuff other than sugar .. Only if she would have done that I would have not lacked vitamins especially Vitamin A and not have a skin which is allergic to almost everything and anything . And would have a flawless skin like my sisters. (Please don't imagine me like a human dalmatian )Which unfortunately is "The" most important thing being flawless and fair .. grrrrrr

 

Then I would go back to my school days when I was trying to pick an educational stream and would tell me my dad to lecture me I mean counsel me to follow the trend and pushed me to join either engineering or medical bandwagon. Because being different and not following  the trend will  not get  you a good husband,. because all they see is a BE, BTech, Msc degree. Even if the girl has a close resemblance to monkey in the zoo and dresses like joker in the ring, that certificate would  fetch her a NRI husband.

And my next stopover would be after my first job . Here I wish God would have given  me enough brains or sent some angel  and stopped me from making the biggest blunder of my life.. Changing from good and  most happening travel industry to an idiotic quick buck earning industry BPO.Even If I try to forgive myself and forget about this blunder of mine , but this question still haunts me and will haunt me for the rest of my life .It keeps confronting me  each and every time I attend an interview or when meet someone who is a prospective family.  I don't understand why they assume that girls who working in BPO are characterless and No:1 bitches.The minute I tell them I worked in BPO you have to watch the expression ... grrrrrrrrrrr

 Then I would go back to the day when a guy who loved me madly proposed and I point blankly refused on his face and gave him the official worst day of his life... You moron ! what were you even thinking you brainless,mindless lunatic. You know what He is now happily married , well settled with kids. Only if I had given a thought ! tch tch ! Now all you can do is see those cute and sweet pics of his family on Facebook.. :(  Saying yes you would have avoided  escaped this inexpressibly torture.

If only I did the right at the right time . Things would be different .. But Alas! 

What are things you would like to go back and change if u were given a chance ?