An emotional scene in my house (Jumped out from Ektha's hindi serial)

I am going through my most  tough phase of life, which a girl faces when is she above marriage age. This Sunday was such an emotional Roller-coaster ride . I had a huge fight with my family on Saturday night. I almost took an oath that I ll never get married. As you know that Iam suffering with Glebntried syndrome and now I am almost friend less and I am forced to live with my mom for groom hunt. The pressure is equal on my parents as well as me. You will not believe few of these so called " Aunties " in church ask me taunt me like those aunties in bad Hindi serials with a wicked background music, spitting venom but smiling, almost shooting poisonous arrows non stop . I have to confess I seriously have a problem I cant handle taunts. I have to give it back with compound interest. But I control myself and give them a fake smile and move on "only because its church" pls note the "".

Lets Rewind

Every one wishes to go back to their school days , college life where we do some mistakes because of our innocence and arrogance. Things we regret now .

Just want to rewind all my good old days. And want to undo few things.

Every dark cloud has a silver lining

Of late my family is going through a roughest patch. Situations are not rosy any more. Usually calling my parents was just to have a casual chat .Now a days when ever I receive a call from home its only bad news or worse news. Now don't think that we are facing all different kinds of troubles which we get to see in movies alone. Not really!!! God has been kind and merciful enough and these problems are the usual problems we face in life like health, job etc etc.